I surrender and the I live

I —honest to God—- tried traditional marriage for 🚩🚩🚩🚩 (Four!) years… AskMe Anything. I spent 2018 to 2020 as a surrendered wife. I’m a certified coach in the ways of becoming a surrendered wife. How to act, all the rules. I broke myself apart to fill the shape of his container. It was a partContinue reading “I surrender and the I live”

Morphia Tells Me

Close your eyes, and see nothing but blackness Now see the blackness ripple little purple ripples coming out from the center  Like they are being vibrated by pulsating music Walk through the blackness at your feet  Find that the pool you are in is as deep as you’d like  It feels like whatever you’d likeContinue reading “Morphia Tells Me”

Late Summer is Hard

This is hard time of year for me every year. It’s hot. We don’t have central AC and we only run window units at night when electricity is cheaper for us. The fires are terrifying. The ash in the air makes me worried. All of our precious belongings are packed in the car and I’mContinue reading “Late Summer is Hard”